Walk Out The Shadows

[Solace]

Hide my soul, pretend that it's quite like coal,
Oh nothing gets to me, that my eyesight's cold,
That I'm indifferent, but I'm really in denial,
I only notice when everything I've written spirals,
Put up a front, don't show that my life is messed,
The fake smiles help hide that I'm quite depressed,
Same old story, different day, I wish it'd change,
I'm so bitter and cold under this winter rain,
She slithers through these grounds, stubborn snake,
Always feeds me her poison, her love is hate,
Just see that I love to hate, and I hate to love,
Everyone knows they'll get in if they're fake enough,
You dislike me? Well don't even bother diss,
I have enough trouble finding where my father is,
For writing, fuck punches, I'm a rookie, mistake,
I was never the smart one, just look at my grades,
Know I'm a disgrace, it just blows up in my face,
My life moves choppy, like frozen winter lakes,
Wrote the scriptures made to expose self-abuse,
Take the gratitude, have it for my own selfish use,
All health is youth, somehow I'm growing older,
Yet have to maintain muscle for holding boulders,
Over shoulders, notice I've died quite mentally?
I've gotten to the point of losing my identity.

[gutawafang]

It suits "If I Had" beat.

Sounds personal in some lines like,
You dislike me? Well don't even bother diss,
I have enough trouble finding where my father is,

Random:
Always feeds me her poison, her love is hate,
Just see that I love to hate, and I hate to love,

Last four lines, damn solid.

[Solace]

Thanks bro, always keeping me fed, I appreciate that to no limit.