I'm trying to relaxe in my comfterbul bed,
With that being said I i'll just blow my brains out & hope these mother fuckers are dead,
Maybe I should take some meds & hope they will go away,
Maybe to someone who can stand this fucking pain I'm going through, (come back in May)
Make them feel like shit & make them deal with this too,
Why should I be the only one who hears people & feels that everyday is complete shit ?,
Taking them "so called meds" just doesn't fit,
They don't make me any better,
When I take them it gets worser,
Is it just me going insane ?,
Or is just me for all this trouble, & pain I caused,
I wish God could just put my life on pause,
I wish God came & destroyed all these laws,
Life is suppose to be about living the dream,
Not to live for "PAIN AND SUFFERING,"
So I'm gonna take this gun & start aiming it at my head,
Lay down on my nice comfterbul bed & here is what I said :,
Bridge:
(I Wish Life Wasn't So Hard For Me, I Just Wanted To Be Free, Someone Who Can Be A Role Model To My Younger Kids You See ?, I Didn't Ask For Anything Special. NOT ONCE, I Just Wanted To Be Me, & Live My Life As G)
Ps: I Don't Really Have Schizophrenia lol
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