My Apathy

[ilovebender.com]

I guess 'My Apathy' didn't blow up like it was supposed to...

[Solace]

I lovebender.com, you suck.

I want to see some of your stuff and see if stuff does suck

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[ilovebender.com]

^Thank you Solace for that, cheers!

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MY MIND'S SO BLIND N'
IT WIND'S IN ME
I NEED TO FIND IF MY LOVE IS FREE
EACH TIME I'M BLIND BUT NOW I SEE
THAT KIND WORDS DISTURB N' MAKE ME FREAK!
I JUST DON'T TRUST
SO ADJUST TO ME
I NEED SOME LOVE
SO I'M STUCK ON ME
I GIVE NO FUCK
AS I HAVE NO NEED
TO TURN AROUND
N' LEAVE U MY APATHY!
"trust!"
MY MIND'S THE KIND THAT LETS IN DEEP!
I NEED TO FIND MY PEACE N' WHAT'S FOR ME
I SEE MY SIGN N' STILL I FIND
I NEED MORE TIME FOR WHAT IS MINE,
BUT THIS TIME, THIS TIME I READ
YOU'RE STUFF N' IT'S MUCH TOO DEEP!
I NEED MY MIND SO I REST MY HEAD
I WANT MY PEACE
BUT STILL I'M NOT DEAD!
THAT I CAN'T BARE
WHAT'S IN MY HEAD
N' I WON'T SHARE
SO I'LL CARE INSTEAD
MY COMPASION AS MY HEART ONCE BLED,
STILL SORE
N' YOU KNOW'S WHAT'S WORSE!
I WANT NO MORE
YET I DIED AT BIRTH!
I NEED MY SPLIFF
'CAUSE LIFE'S MY CURSE!
I'LL ROCK THE JOINT
AS I LIKE TO BURST!
. . . WHEN - THEY - SAVED - ME!
WISHED THEY'D ASKED ME FIRST!
MY MIND'S UNKIND BUT IT'S STUCK IN ME
I AM BLIND N' I'D HIDE A MEMORY
STILL NEED TO FIND WHAT DA FUCK'S FOR FREE!
JUST SEEM TO COLIDE SO INSIDE I'LL BE,
OUTSIDE YOU'LL SEE I'M HIGH
SO KNOW NOW THAT I'D JUST PASS ON BY!
BYE!
BYE!
BYE!

my mind's unkind
yea it winds in me
each time I find
I'm blind and
can not see
sometimes
I've cried
just need to see
that this love is free
I just
don't trust
so adjust
to me
I need
some love
so I'm stuck on me
but this time
this time I see
your stuff
and it's much too deep
I need my mind
so I rest my head
and what you get
is what ever and apathy

I'm re-writing it now! lol
that could be verse 1 for all I care, no pun intended, but I've got what I written when I was a kid and now I'm going to follow all of your advice and clean it up and maybe improve it and stuff, just for the fun of it.