everything I wanted was never Meant for Me
Eventually, I will become my own Enemy
torn between lonliness and Indecision
like a soldier who can't Begin his Mission
the raging flames all but Forced me to Hell
maybe that's why I'm at War with Myself
the numb man can't Ignore what he Felt
he hit rock bottom and Swore that he Fell
I'm falling in love with my Abandoned Heart
thoughts and memories rip this Man Apart
and now I'm an outsider in a Land so Dark
I just realized that I may have Ran too Far
if you find me, you won't Know this Place
I've been walking around like a Ghost for Days
nothing can save me from this Broken State
so just pretend that I was Supposed to Break