LOF Soon
[Verse 1]
Into the mirror I look and Gaze, I'm set ablaze,
My eyes are fixed , I'm crazy, I bet I'll stay,
In hell for the rest of my life. You can see the stress in my eyes,
I think I got bested by time, I'm struggling just to keep it alive,
Keep it together and keep it close,
I wanna tie a noose around my throat,
Ain't too much room for hope,
Tryna stay dope with injuries but I'm broke,
Had a seizure, Maybe a stroke,
Check please? I'm leaving this note,
On the recipt, Write "Please give to my girl,
Tell her she's my pride and my world,
But I'm crying and I twirl
Around and what do I see? Her looking up at me,
Crying, "Don't you believe in us? We?"
I lash out, go to mcdonalds for hash browns,
I'm fat now, Haven't bathed, Would rather act like a cat now,
Fucking bum, and what do I got left?
My nine, Shoot my throat, call it a Shot breath.
[Chorus]
I drown in my sorrow,
Another day that I change,
My mind and heart, Can't seem to maintain the lanes,
I set this memory on fire,
And fuck all my treasured shit..
I'm trying to begin again, Don't know how much lower I can get..
[Verse 2]
Can I sink farther? Is it a goal of mine?
Money is like Lava, But Gold is blind,
And If I could go blind for a day to get blind goal,
I would say or do anything, even corrupt My soul,
I've sunk lower than you, I'm like a falling basketball,
Got dunked? Closer to true, I'm keep calling out people to mask my fall,
But I know, the more I try, the more I fail. I can barely write this song-
And now I could be going to jail. I can barely keep this on, Keep this flow,
But I know that no matter where I go, I can always be ready to blow,
Cause I keep my shit bottled up, Just let it explode,
I can attempt to write Verse 2,
Oh yes, Rap I can Persue,
Better go back to Purdue,
Drop out? Me? Who knew.