This Is My Life

[Atone]

(Chorus)
This is my Pain, my struggle
my shame, my troubles
This is my battle, my fight
THIS IS MY LIFE

(Verse)
You see these tears in my eye's? hear the anger in my tone?
i keep reachin for the skies askin god why do i feel alone
walkin on this path i feel like i can't find my way home
strugglin with addictions, like i wanna pick the bottle up
been 5 months so now i gotta switch the throttle up
gotta let these demons kill themself as i deal with other issues
gotta write my ex,dear stacey i'm no longer in love with you
you made me feel like nothing would last forever
and i never seen a reason for us to be together
when i know that i can do so much better
i'm movin on and i hope you do, smiley face and end of letter
and while i'm at it, while i'm takin the trash out the basket
it's time i call up my sister and bury the hatchet
she never apologised but fuck it, i won't even ask it
thats my mom's daughter so i won't even let it get drastic
just end this bullshit, i don't want no more drama
let by gone's be by gone's and grow to be stronger

(Chorus)

(Bridge)
Never let your Enemies bring you down
never let em take your energy, fight for your crown
make sure you go for every chance givin
and make your life one worth livin

(Chorus)

(Verse)
Sometimes i stop to ask myself where is my life goin
open up the notebook and start to write poems
about an artist who paints a picture bright golden
with images to leave a message from deep inside
you can't just throw away pain to keep your pride
you gotta feel it and hold it, know where it's from
go straight to the main issue and clean up the scum
see i got a few people tellin me i aint good enough in music
i take them words and use it, for anger for me to get ruthless
and show em just how well i can do this
why should i stop just cuz you don't like it?
when other's are tellin me they love the way i write it
so maybe i'm not doin this for you, i don't care what you thinkin
stop a moment, let them words right there sink in
and realize your hate is motivation for yet another balled
and your wastin your time cuz to me your opinion is invalid
Cuz even if you a king they throw rocks at the throne
so call me awful but i think your just stoned
and to me, this music is an art form i use to speak thru
with life lessons and i write stressin tryin to teach you
that everything worth keepin is worth the fight
so let this music be my burst of light
and i can say i lived, and everything i did was worth the life

(Chorus)(Bridge)(Chorus)


(Verse)
Used to drink til i couldn't drink no more
til i couldn't talk, couldn't walk, and i hit the floor
liquid poison to take away the pain, i let it all pour
but it was killin me inside, slowly every day
Vodka, Rum, Tequila, i'm Numb, i had to put it away
before they have to bury me, that aint how i wanna go out
i wanna live to the fullest and find what real life is about
reach for the crown, and never settle for less
i'm taking these steps and i aim to be better than best
and yeah, me and my sister got our problems
but why keep fightin, allow me to solve em
instead of hatin her i'll just forget she exsist's
for me it's that easy, like a slit of the wrist
just forget she's breathing and leave it at this
those of you who think your better than the next
just remember there's somebody followin your step's
so instead of leadin them to fail, try to pass the test
you aint better, hell some of you aint even equal
but i aint gonna let you bother me, you probably won't even live for the sequal
your just an extra, nobody i even speak to
hell i probably won't even meet ya
so i keep movin, and doin what i love
and give it another touch and keep takin one more step above

(Chorus)(Bridge)(Chorus)




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[iain08]

Mostly simple rhymes, and I can't take you seriously now.