April Showers/May Flowers CYPHER

[Eedee]

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DGAF
Bigray
Eedee
Just Silver
Spyder
PainKiller
12characters
Geno


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KeUNzbz6ROI


I've succumb to depression, medicine isn't enough
My parents died when I was barely five, and since I've been fucked
I'm in a sinister funk, my only refuge when I met you
A new sexy brunette, I used to connect through
An outlet and I found that one timer type of bond
We were unified through the night a drunk driver rides along
Clips our side and off we fly into the ground, after-
Wards she died and in my doctors tests they said they found cancer
Woke up alone today, took more methadone no delay right away,
Smoke, choke more coke the color of my skin tone, pale I’m not okay.
I still smell your fine scent babe, I’m poppin’ prescriptions like a pill spell,
Body all weak from my head to feet no sleep, who knew I’d already feel’-hell.
Fuck it, could cock this pistol right now kill myself, my whole life I can’t duck shit,
They say pray to God tried got no response, she’s dead….gone my best luck split.
Never thought I’d attend my wife’s death bed, cancer kills forgot? Don't pretend,
Love her forever only reason I breathe life sucks hope I rot, suicide what I intend.
Remember when you and I would sit and talk about life?
Yeah, me neither, but then you walked out of mine.
I'm obviously fine, what? Did I tell you different?
Hell has sent this fucking demon in me to settle business.
That's why I'm yelling, bitch, it's not over at all
The more icy your heart? Well, shit - the colder you'll fall.
Every time I see myself in the mirror, I cry
I hope for my wrist's sake my mind is clearer tonight...
Even when its the worst there's a silver lining
Fog minded in my own world that I'm designing
living in the fog for which i speak my blindness,
As I'm trying to reach the finish line leave none behind
This goes to show I'm one of a kind you can't find it
It's all turning around before this burns to the ground
I can see above the clouds in which im higher than now
Let me get on solid ground before my flow gets watered down
listen, as the sun glistens on the glasses we shared
these visions, keep skippin like a film trapped in the glare.
past different, had differences that i'm aware
but those feelings fading to black and their scarce.
maybe you caused pain, but now we over and done
maybe we are the same, your some poser become
estranged. baby your no longer here holdin me down
i feel flying without you hoping i drowned.
My head up, dealing with terror no more I weathered the storm
Came back better than ever before, from my venture alone
Still I endeavor some more from all the damage I took but
No longer shook up cuz things are really starting to look up
Good luck as the April showers are done and May flowers sprout
Nothing but hours of fun, I gotta lighten up as if the powers out
The sun is out so I guess I should enjoy it and live my life again
Right away, then maybe just maybe my soul I might amend
I'm in a state of zenith off prescription pain killers
"Bro, this bud is killer!" That's Dave, my drug dealer…
("I'm so high right now")
You should meet 'em though, I think you'd like 'em
He'll get you like five vicoden, high prices, BUT LIFE IS GOOD!
And I don't know if I'm supposed to be this jubilant
I could feel my veins culminate when I'm abusing them
And if you want to ask me why the fuck I'm using for
I'll say "Whatever bro, I'm a mother fucking unicorn"
I woke up in my standard spot with some bangin' broad,
Her panties off and her top is stranded with abandoned socks,
I cannot stop smilin' while she handles this gigantic cock,
I plan to watch it all mornin' before I go and scamper off,
My life? Grand applause, your life? It's just "damn it all"
Bystanders all become frantic frauds, but it can't be stopped,
I ran alot with every chance I got, you'd stand and watch,
Now I make the planet rock, I'm the happy man you're not.

[Eedee]

DGAF started this cypher with some serious fucked up shit. Set the tone for the sadness.

Bigray came in with a somewhat awkward flow but it's fastness kind of gave it a frantic feel go to along with his tone of despair and suicidal thoughts.

My verse just went with it all, not gonna feed my own verse.

Silver followed up with some light-hearted bars but still had the sadness. I can feel the cypher shifting...

Spyder drops from his web to shine some light into us, talking about his sadness but how he's feeling he's overcoming it.

Pain's verse is where I really think the tone of the cypher shifted. He executed his part SO well. Brilliant.

12characters has an unorthodox verse, however, if you're happy, well - you're happy.

Geno finishes off the cypher with a brilliant line to smack us early versers in the face.

Overall, I love it and I think it came out great despite the terrible beat we used (sorry guys). Thanks everyone for doing this.

[12characters]

Wow I'm really digging this. It started and finished off strong. I'll see if I can do some individual feed later today

[Francesco]

Wow I'm really digging this. It started and finished off strong. I'll see if I can do some individual feed later today

[PAINKILLƎR]

Dope, will try to feed later today.

[Eedee]

Slept on hard.

[PAINKILLƎR]

Wish I were on my computer I'd give you all feedback, I'm confident I will feed Em soon though.

@Eedee truuu

[Francesco]

Slept on hard.

[Just Silver]

Slept on hard.

[Eedee]

Lol no one gives a shit about this.

[Just Silver]

Lol no one gives a shit about this.

I gave somewhat of a shit

[Eedee]

Lol no one gives a shit about this.

I gave somewhat of a shit

And for that you are king.

[Just Silver]

Thank you lol i must fight for my "writes"