Beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-PvMWabdP1k
Only wrote one verse.
[chorus]
**In the Instrumental**
[verse 1]
every day she wakes up forgets to say her prayers
forgetting that there’s a God out there who cares
when she’s in despair lost in tears no more faith
scared of her own destiny afraid to show her face
make-up smeared all over her sitting by the fireplace
she’s feeling out of place emotional and suicidal
unstable feeling flat lined with a razor-blade in hand
blood dripping from both hands, her soul is damned
she doesn’t understand what’s going on inside her ,
trapped in a hearse captivated by fears her life is a blur
nobody ever loved her she was well hated by everyone,
and at the age of one her parent’s tried to kill her with a gun
but nothing happened, and now she's twenty-one having to pretend
to speak to herself in front of a mirror like she's her own friend
how can she risk to spend another day of her life living like this
how can she find the strength to pull herself up from this dark abyss
what she needs is the feeling of love, a hug and a kiss...
[Chorus]
**In the Instrumental**
