First Songs: Yah-hah-Complexity

[Yah-hah]

This is my first song. I'm posting everyones first songs up so everyone can see em. Mine I put alot into but its all over the place. Back when I just put as many lines as possible lol. This was the result of like 2 or 3 days of brainstormin and jottin down keystyle randomness. I fixed up the structure after class had my ass about it.....pause. But yeah here it is

Complexity
Don’t search for complexity in my words,
Because rejection only hurts and regretting it’s only worse,
Dead and alone my widowed words seen through the tint windowed hearse,
Sweet beauty for such a curse not mine it’s only hers,
Through fake smiles come true frowns guess you can say they had flipped faces,
Angels weeping for the demons as if they had just switched places,
So I just flipped pages until skipped ages turned into trick cages,
If only I would have switched aces my full house hand wouldn’t have made my pulse skip paces,
Leaving my journal less faded with a few hundred less ripped pages,
Yet I stand tall as the biggest actor,
With the rigid laughter from the critic master finishes after,
He reads lies from the first to the 50th chapter,
It always ends in disaster so keep the funeral music playing,
I can hear the music straying from the few words that I’m saying,
In the distance the violin screams such violent screams,
The lion clings like tyrant kings to my quiet things,
So flying seem easy with such giant wings,
Yet they cease to exist behind the mist of these myan dreams,
And the soprano sings to my cluttered eyes while piano keys bring butterflies,
While in the gutter lies another guy, who only loves her for her colored eyes,
The shutter blinds cover the colored skies under paradise from my pair of eyes,
The only rainbow ever made whole went colorblind but that’s for another time,
You poison me it’s flattering,
But now the scattered leaves of my battered dreams are surrounding me like Saturn’s rings,
They keep chasing after me so I half hustle for show,
Run through so much gasoline that my calf muscles explode

Steadily sinking into this 5th of vodka I’m drinking,
Eyes keep blinking getting drowsy while everything around me keeps shrinking,
Seems I just sink into the words that flow through my ink pen,
Who knows what I’m thinking when I’m this close to extinction,
I’ve got no time for sleeping cause I’m too busy screaming,
Everything keeps creeping in all these dreams I keep dreaming,

So close your eyes and your ears so you don’t hear the coughing coming from my coffin,
Devil comes knocking so often I drown him out with this vodka,
Drown him out with this toxin till even the ground softens,
With the rain drops dropping though my breaths keep stopping,
The rest keep watching as they just shiver trying to pay the stripper,
But even they just give her another case of liquor,
They stand straight and slither like snakes and lizards as they escape the river,
Payments differ when the better weather changes quicker,
I’m writing the words plain and simpler as if it rained in winter,
In my brain they flicker when they enter like a splinter trying to obtain it quicker,
I blame the sinner because he changed the picture when he blamed the scripture,
I aim it quicker till the blood of sinners run the river cause my gun is bigger,
I sung whispers that made the sun quiver and everyone shiver,
My super troopers bazooka gun trigger not even the sun’s bigger,
I was quicker till my tongue enters the drums center,
I was thinner until dinner was given to the dinosaurs,
I cry for more and I try to soar but my wings seem to glide no more,
I hide behind your door playing peek-a-boo,
I keep saying me and you need to stop and speak the truth,
I’d stop and speak to you but your too weak to seek what’s new,
I’m wearing red walking the streets of blue don’t seem to see a clue,

Steadily sinking into this 5th of vodka I’m drinking,
Eyes keep blinking getting drowsy while everything around me keeps shrinking,
Seems I just sink into the words that flow through my ink pen,
Who knows what I’m thinking when I’m this close to extinction,
I’ve got no time for sleeping cause I’m too busy screaming,
Everything keeps creeping in all these dreams I keep dreaming,

Running down the avenue demons screaming after you,
They laugh at you your simple little attitude is blasted back to the back of you,
Showing just the black of you it’s only what you have to do,
Seems like they trapped you to the back of that statue where you get smacked black blue,
Asking you as if the impact is too much but I’m too tough to crack and spew,
And I’m too rough to laugh so I act about as whack as you,
I keep my eyes open just to stop my dreams I often seem too stressed to rest properly but ain’t nobody stopping me,
Properly listen to the prophecy that’s given often see the mockery,
I’m so close to the top it seems but I can’t get up off my knees I can’t sit on top of these,
Lost at sea S.O.S, signs that death row just signed to mock and tease,
I stop to sing awfully to the small pox disease that you brought to me,
Oh well as long as that slot machine is still my property,
Get off of me history I have to stay sharp because they aren’t,
You’re off to a great start rituals in which you take part,
No matter how far they march I take pride in the spirit,
I divide and clear it I supply a lyric but you have to survive to hear it,
I die and survive I’m risen even my existence supplies forgiveness,
Blind repentance blind like my vision yet so smoothly written,
I lose the rhythm with loose women in my loose fitting crucifixion,
I use the given conviction to confuse what is written and reduce it to fiction,
I choose to end it on any given minute on any who isn’t winning won’t stop spitting till I’m finished,
Won’t stop till I’ve given everything within me,
Everything that’s in me minus the hate and envy I take it in me and make it fit me,
I take it with me though it may offend these rhymes live in me all weigh one hundred fifty,
And they won’t lift me cause they simply multiply cause I was bought to fly so won’t you come with me,