I feel as the world once real, is all of a sudden gone
The appeal of the deal, away to at the night of dawn
What the fuck happen to my mind? I lost it
I was once kind but now that’s down the faucet
I think I lost my reasons to live, what’s left?
Seasons changing, my youth taken away with theft
I feel like placing a deal with the devil, maybe better?
I feel like I’ve lost my level, can’t even remember the letter
I was going to say, its on the tip of my tongue, so is the gun
With everyday, I feel my head hung, cause of my lackluster run
What have I done to standout? Acted like every other motherfucker
I feel like I’m always on the run, on the road like a trucker
I’ve lost my true self, put my ego on the top shelf
On a pedestal, where the ground is where I’ve lost myself
I feel like I’m face down in the dirt, looking up at everyone’s frown
I feel like I’m in a sea of sound, in a town, where I’ll drown
Losing my sanity, spitting out profanity, where is the humanity?