Throwback: Listen To My Heart

[mcZu]

Old song I wrote, when me and my girl broke up. Wrote this as a remix to D.Dubs' (Emadyville) song back in the good old days.

I listen to my heart, all the four chambers fall apart
It’s depression pressing at love and anger in my heart
Yeah.. it’s hard, it was special when we started
I was speechless when we met, Medusa Allure
Her eyes lured me, seduced her with a cure
Our feelings were secluded from the world like a cir-
..cus, opposites yet the same like an oxymoron
Now I feel like a moron, ‘cause going on
Was the dumbest thing we could have done
The full moon your sobriquet, I opt to fist-
..fight my emotions when I look at the moon I sob and sit
On a pedestal where cupid sat, it’s stupid some people said
I guess they were right, ‘cause it all left
All there is left is me sitting her with a pen and I write what’s left...

It’s hard like the organ in your chest, while I try to ingest
These feelings are eating right through my flesh
I get a flash back ‘bout this shadow queen like chess
It seems like you’re not with me so I tempt the temptation
Within when ever I feel sick in my stomach, it’s aching
Butterflies are a butterfly knife right through my life
Stabbing the essence of love, right..
Her presence is not present so I aim for the future
I passed that, and you sure?
You don’t want me, ‘cause a lie-ability like that is sad, fact
Far away, that’s where she can put her ass-at
I’m crying from the inside, but I’ll laugh last
Some wounds heal over time, but I’ll try to recover fast
One thing I’ll always have, a scar covering my heart’s pass-age...