Struggling'

[tjb]

im sort of sick of it, always trying to be the dopest
but everytime i get it into it, in seconds i lose focus
am i hopeless? it seems like i cant do none better
get through one line, and quickly i become fed up
like fuck this shit, in pieces lays this piece of parchment
no matter the beat, when i drop i feel retarded
like im stuck in macys, and im in the wrong department
and at my disposal is this big load of garbage
its almost like i need a new beginning
but how long do i fight till i start thinkin bout my ending
and how long before i get real and stop pretending
this is just how i feel, i feel im dropping not ascending
always rocking a show, that NObodys attending
so whats the point, when im the end of nobodys attention?