Hope

[tjb]

i been dreamin for about an hour
no signs of waking up too soon
becuz i smoked my weed
 popped a pill and had a sip of juice
i dont think im on earth no more
im sleepin on the moon
who knew this last bag of weed would be 
my pillow and my tomb

here i go again, better say my goodbyes
shake the hands of all my friends cuz its the end
the lat time, im ever  going to see, there unsuspecting smile
they dont know how farr ive been
but ive been counting every single mile 
and this roads getting old, and you know
 young is my style, cant live with myself
knowing all the while, that im on a crash course
waitig for this last sword to stab  
this brash storm to grab me, and take me away
and im thinkin sadly, todays my last day 
but its happening with or without me 
this is my last plead im thinkin oh god please
if you take me, may my soul be to keep
cuz i know wasnt perfect, ever since my 1st birthday
ive tried to follow jesus 
ive always needed em in the worst way
cuz ive got a lot of demons, always tryin to hurt may