The Ex

[tjb]

take me or leave me, break and decieve me
everytime you talk its like a hundred stampede me
like im in a bull race and im not quite leadin'
and i cant face ya face, cuz youll leave me bleedin'
leave me pleading stuck on my knees screaming
said we'd always be together, like fuck your reasons
6 months is not forever, so good luck, peace and,
dont you ever come back, due to the preceeding
in fact, i think i might be sick to my stomach
im having these black thoughts,about you,an i love it
an i cannot stop, the truth, take it an shove it
im stuck up in this booth,but i should be above it
nothing to lose trying to get over and ex
gimme a few months and ill be over the next
im with jigga right here, like onto the next one
but if you add one, its one more to regret sum

so its been a whole year,shes still stuck in my head
so caught up in lost love, almost like she never left
and im stuck seein green, mixed with a bit of the red
stuck in the memories, like lifes mirrors reflect
on what once was, but isn't shit anymore
could say shit hit the fan, but id say the floor
cuz im feelin down, its time to even the score
not that ill feel a change, i dont feel shit anymore
cuz this pain is like ice,im bout as numb as a corpse
but on the inside i fight,cuz im lit up like a torch
its all part of the sport, i just gotta get over
this last hump, before i start to get vulgar
lose all control, and start to get crazy
oh goodbye composure, like thats my life lately
im not gettin her back, its not even a maybe
but when she hears this track,she really goin hate me!