Thinking Back..UPDATED

[Weather Man]

When I was a kid,
I use to skate but I wasn't that great,
I use 2 lay in the hospital bed
Wondering what happen or what did I do,
Things just didn't make sense,
My brother always ran from the cops hoping fences and what not,
I remember one time I was at a fucking graduation,
And I fucking fainted, no matter what type of medicine they gave me, I felt shitty,
Several hours later I felt better, but still felt shitty inside,
While I was laying on the ground, I thinking if life woulda been better if I would have died,
I gone through 3 open heart surgery's I'm hoping the next one doesn't go wrong,
The only thing I could do now is just believe.
So, when I started to believe I started to expand my mind,
Hoping to find away out of this place,
But this place always made me feel like I'm dying,
Does this mean that death is calling out to me ?,
But postoperative I felt like I was born again,
I felt like no matter what came my way I was always gonna be predominate,
Now it's just a matter of time before these people see me raise hell,
People didn't want to see me fail,
But after all the hell I raised in the hospital days,
There was just no way for me to be good,
So after all this the devil called my name and said it's ashamed that you didn't leave earth,
You could have gained something more incredible then just another life,
But I didn't care what he said I coulda had what he wanted me to have
The Devil's just nothing but a bad fucking fag,
So he left & my days kept going by fast,
I don't know how much longer I could last,
Inside me I started to feel like I'm dieing,
So when I started to feel like I'm dieing I went to the kitchen sink,
And started to choke myself until my face started to turn pink,
Maybe if I have a drink of beer death maybe not be that scary,
Take a couple more sips and drink that shit until there is no more,
Then I grab the biggest gun I have and aim it right at my for head
and I said this ...*gun shot*

[Bridge]

...And I never knew what life was about,
until my brains where splattered all over the bed,
now enough said i'm in hell. but it's okay,
I've smoked my life away...


(I kinda stoled the end from eminem but I didn't know how else to end this)

[Weather Man]

BUMP

[Weather Man]

I NEED TO BUMP THIS