Depression with it's grip sealed
happiness wiped away, like it's water drops lying on a windshield
Life's never been right
I got a pain in my neck cause I tried to really slice my only windpipe
There's a pain in my chest and it hurts
All my memories are dead, and the rest in the dirt
Let's talk about a shattered knife
And how the jagged edge, sent me to a one way ticket to the afterlife
and how I saw all my family's pain
when they thought they would never ever see me again
J ROC'S VERSE :
If-i dislike this-life? im CUTTING MY THROAT
then imma use the same knife to BUTTER MY TOAST
Im Alcoholics With Anonymous, It's TASTEY TO SIP
I could MAYBE RESIST But This Liquor MAKES ME FORGET
That Shes DATING A KID it's almost MAKING ME SICK..
I Feel Alienated When i take a GLANCE AT MY ROOM
but im not a martian, simply just the MAN ON THE MOON
TIME FOR DETENTION i guess i lost my MIND FOR A SECOND
Little Did They Know Acting Out Was my CRY FOR ATTENTION
Now I Resulted In Poppin Pills To QUIET DEPRESSION
Mom ur suPPOSE TO BE HERE.. Ok, God i HOPE THAT UR THERE
Wait I Smell SMOKE IN THE AIR, Dad.. Is DOPE UR CAREER?
Well Atleast i can grow up knowing that NOBODY CARED
J Roc Don't WORRY TOO MUCH, go to School Theres no HURRY FOR LUNCH
My Stomach's Growling.. Wasn't i Already HURTING ENOUGH?
Lately i realized All i ever wanted was a PERSON TO LOVE
We just too dope. The Peopless Champ
