two steps back and I collapse

[Rain Matrix]

somedays I wanna drive a Knife through my Heart
Right from the Start living this kind of Life is too Hard

that's right, I need to feel the blade Pierce Me Fiercly
Clearly this is the Fury of a man that Appears Weak

but deep inside of him he's filled with Bottle's of Rage
they Got to Escape before he dies and Rots in a Grave

I know that I'm Not gonna Save Myself from This
I Fell too Quick, so please stop telling that Help Exists

your not the one who is trapped burning in this Hellish Pit
I no longer believe that I'll ever have someone Else to Miss

I'm filled with emptiness inside me cuz the Love is Gone
so I constantly lie and tell myself that Nothing's Wrong

tell me who am I Trying to Fool, I'd Die for the Truth
and the fire that makes it home in my Eyes is the Proof

there's a Moon in my Head where the Lunacy Rests
this pain is Consuming my Flesh and Soon I'll be Dead