Hello, I'm recently new to this fourm. If this is on the wrong place, mods, please pave the way to enlightenment.
So, I'm still in high school and I had asked my best friend out. She said yes and we had some fun but then she broke up with me after 2 weeks. We were still great friends until next year she had broken up with her 5 month relationship with some dickhead. I started to make her feel better and talk her up and asked her out again a few weeks after. She said yes and I took her out to see a movie. There was lots of touching and hugging so I kissed her, and she kissed back. That was my first kiss. After that she wasn't talking to me for a bit and I started to become paranoid. I wondered if we are drifting apart or if she had the same interest in the relationship as me. I felt like I loved her.
So after 11 days, I asked her if she still wanted to go out with me (after a heart felt text). She said No, sorry, I liked you I really did. You're just too much of a friend. She was depressed at the time and I decided (for no fucking reason) to cut myself. About a week after I was told by a friend after about an hour of begging, she told me she had cheated on me. I can't go into detail about this next part because I have no other way of explaining what I felt other than directing your way towards the song Kim. When I tried to explain what I felt my thoughts went to Kim instantly. I felt like I needed to cut myself, then I decided to listen to the song. I listened to the song and felt so much better after that, I felt like it would make me feel better if I told this story. And I do now.
If you read all of that you have my thanks and gratitude.
Slim Shady for the win!