i (no shit) almost got murdered in a hotel tonight

[momentsgolden]

sorry dude.

So, which Tech song? Shadows on the Road? lol

[Epidemik]

thanks for all the love guys, i'm just thankful nothing happened to us.

maybe it was just the acid.. and you were like.. in a safe place the whole time.. just trippin balls.?

hah, i've never been on enough to see stuff that wasn't there, lsd doesn't work like that. just warping and womping. modifies your depth perception and such. i imagine once you get to that point you wouldn't able to get up and walk in the first place. but once i got down into the street i was like checking if i had died and gone through some sort of threshold because it really felt that way. i was checking to see if my contacts were still in my phone and that the moon was in the right place and shit. really fucked up and eerie feeling, and the only reason i mentioned the acid is because i'm not sure how much of that "i'm going to die"/"am i dead" shit was from the drug, or simply my brains reaction to dealing with that much adrenaline for the first time. either way it's easily the worst feeling i've ever had. i mean yeah whatever i've had death experiences on mushrooms, and i've dealt with it a lot more than some other people, but nothing prepares you for having it forced upon you out of nowhere. i've always assumed my death would be a foreseeable thing that i'd be able to somewhat plan around, and come to terms with. but having to accept the end when 30 seconds ago you were relaxing with your best friend is a process that the brain just isn't wired up for. it's such a clusterfuck of emotion that there's no proper reaction. i'm just extremely paranoid and snappy now, and i wish my nerves would calm down and i could get some fucking sleep because my body is exhausted but my mind won't relax enough to rest.

people being able to inflict harm upon innocent things feels like a glitch in the system of life. sympathy is what defines us as human beings. i'm sick of hearing about how we should punish those who have done irreversible things, the thing already happened, and nature allowed it. Which is unfortunately our god. I hate this realm, or frequency, or whatever the fuck it is. What's the point of built-in compassion and empathy when you share planets with evil. sick of feeling like i should do something about it and then realizing i'm too small and temporary to ever make any lasting impact. the ratio of genuinely good, whole-hearted people to the selfish and greedy is impossible to overcome. It's just too easy to give into evil for personal profit to ever expect enough people not to. i don't know, i really need to get sleep, i'm just a fucking mess right now.

thats some deep and profound shit right there.
lol at least you kept your cool for the most part, and got out in one piece though.

[Jason M.]

Don't stay at hotels where you get beat up by six guys for taking a walk.

But with your LSD shit, I'd be surprised if you didn't provoke them before and just forget it.

[CrashBand]

Wait.....weren't you considering asking a waitress out?

But you've had a gf for a while?

[Elision]

Don't stay at hotels where you get beat up by six guys for taking a walk.

It's an Extended Stay America in the river oaks area of houston. Not a 5-star luxury suite but it's a pretty nice place.

But with your LSD shit, I'd be surprised if you didn't provoke them before and just forget it.

huh? what does LSD have to do with memory loss? it only effects the central nervous system. in fact it enhances/stimulates brain function. but even then what would i do to provoke that? i'm a really nice person.

Wait.....weren't you considering asking a waitress out?

But you've had a gf for a while?

She cheated on me in august after about 4 years, long story.

[CrashBand]

Aight man, won't ask.

[sneakerheadshady]

Nothing wrong with experimenting with other drugs. Doesn't make you a crack head unless you're sucking dick for the shit.