by EminemBase » Jun 12th, '13, 12:52
Not much at all. I've always been a very internal and analytic thinker... when I was back in school I was pretty popular for being a funny guy and always was growing up... and my sense of humour gets me by, but, I genuinely don't get anything from just speaking to people day to day, I'm very cut and dry and informational...
And a bit of a moody prick on the base lmao. I may have a good sense of humour but I only usually use it now to navigate out of conversations or moments socially, I don't enjoy talking with people or learning about people... well, socially anyway - I enjoy thinking, studying my heroes, debating or talking with my few good friends on a regular basis. But that's about it, I don't enjoy being social for its own sake, feels like everyone is always seeking affirmation from others and it's just not something I crave anymore, I kind of lost any need for that when I was about 19. I'm very much enjoying this stage in my life as I feel very secure in who I am, how I think and don't feel any need to conform to anything in any direction, just feel mentally free and independent and quite happy to only have two best friends.
I have my two best friends and my girlfriend in my life and that's genuinely all I need... even with those three people... my friends in the past have complained I don't call them enough or that they're always the ones initiating contact lmao. I like my own space; it has to be a balance and even if I had the choice of more friends, I would choose no. More than a few just annoys me.
I'm a bit of a Bipolar/Aspie fuck. But that's Base yo.