by Curious » Nov 20th, '05, 14:01
Killah, I'm so infinitely sorry, it' just so sad and meaningless when people decide to end their lives and you're left with all these questions and mixed feelings of grief, anger and powerlessness. People deal with loss in many different ways, but I think it's always a good thing to talk to someone about how you feel - maybe with your mom, she's probably going through exactly the same stuff as you are right now.
Or you could always write a long message on the forum, get some of your thoughts and feelings out - there's a lot of people in here who'll listen.
My heart goes out to you - all my best wishes.