Transparency.

by **MC Anonymous** » Jun 21st, '10, 16:56

I wanna tell you that I'm lost in this feeling
I confess, I was wrong, at a cost, I'm appealing
but what's the point if you are frozen and dealing
abusing body blows, and I know that your spirits' broken and healing
I am angry to the point of redemption
seeing red, bleeding red, rubbing ointment, depression
breaking everything I have in possession
taking everyone serious, I'm furious, I'm smashin' my head in
cracking with lead in, this paper, knowing I'm nothing but fuck it
Writing poetry to you, showing I'm somthing to fuck wit
tears streaming and they falling in bucket
cause I'm calling my love, it, hurts, I'm appalled at the substance
worse, I don't even want to rap anymore
You can tell me that my jealousy has backed me before
but it's different when I'm lacking the force
too make you understand, faggot you're distracting the course

and the pain is way to real, just like the way you hurt me (scream)

1000 bars later, nothing that I've written is worth it
I could be here sitting with verses and spittin' them perfect
how you gonna witness the hurting delivered with purpose?
What's the point of even trying, it's intangible cursive
I could spit until my mandible's hurting
till my tongue dries, till I'm dead on the floor, till I'm hung high
but you will never give a fuck, so I'm done too
I should of always fucking known not to trust you
break till your bones are in bundles
until your fakeness is shown and I come too
terms, with this motherfucking shit that I've been through
I don't give a fuck about your speeches, simple
Practice what you preach, its, something that I needed
rejected for reasons, eluding my reason
I'm losing, I'm bleeding, I'm oozing, I'm weeping
All I ever wanted was love, but now keep it

and the pain is way to real, just like the way you hurt me (scream)

Mariah, Sarah, Haley, you made me
the way I am now, how you fuckin' gon' save me
The trio of disaster, mistakes in my life
with everything you've ever done to me I'm taking in stride
Excommunication, bitches,
fuck you, suck my dick until it itches
bust through, every single one of you,
till the V cards connected like a W, no one wanna fuck wit you
All you do is flip shit, niggas here's a conniption,
song transparent so you'll see what I'm spitting
more energy then a nuclear fission
go into your house then I'll rape all the children
Anonymous on top of this like rocket ships he oughta get
spaced out, with some rock like a monolith
tired of your frontin', bitch, I loved
I lost, now the cost is your life, you're nothin'

and the pain is way to real, just like the way you hurt me (scream)