I Fucked Up

[Enimee]

I know Everyone out there can relate to what im sayin when i say this
so
just bare with me for a few minutes, let me get somethin off my chest

and most of all, just know im sorry

she wont accepts my texts, or respond at the least like theres a problem with me
i was tryin to be what you need but you obviously didnt need a drunk and i was beyond that you see
life creeps up on you at times, i tried to be someone i wasn't up above the line
that separates average from divine, but the harder that i tried, the more that i realized
that thats not real, thats not me, i am who i am cant change my genes
cant fake the scene cause its breaking me so ima get humble for a minute im hatin me
cause i did it, i fucked up official, tryna be cool but in the moment sometimes you forget to
not let the commotion get you to stay sane and not be a skitzo use the alcohol to lift you
but i fell down, far as fuck so far that i know its gonna be hard to get up
but im climbin anyways yeah i got this bar in my clutch pull just a little yeah im startin to touch
basis with the grounds and the fakeness of the crouds, and the way they break you down
analyze your flaws make you hate what your about like you dont know yourself your fadin in and out
NBA LIVE another created player tryna hack with a team whose great or greater and you doubt
yourself at every step ready, check, test, mic works, but i cant stand what i just said
this aint workin times at end and, i been tryna be my friend but i seem to have failed once again
it all was a lie from the start of the beginin i saw it it your eyes but i thought that it wasnt writeen
in stone, so i gave it just a little, effort and attention but i seem to have failed once again its
too much
i
just cant fuckin take myself right now cause i did what i always do
i
FUUUUUCKED UP
fuck fu fu fuck fu fu fucked
fuck fu fu fucked up
i
FUUUUUCKED UP

AND THEre aint no redeeming it, why do i even care i mean its all fuckin meaningless
people do what people do when no ones else see the sit but you act cool cause theres people here
fuck that and fuck you, talkin to myself right now tthis shit is fucked dood
pacin up and down the corridor but nothins new im still here your there and im so FUCKED DUDE
damnit shit ass and fuck and damnit go insane on this keyboard cause i cant fuckin stand this
lonely in a crowd of friends i didnt plan this shit it just happend dont hate me understand that this
is a phase or sumthin you went through one but now your takin offense cause i was fucked up
all outa control and actin stuck up nucklers clenched ready to fuck um up? what the fuck
and this shit aint even gonna get read neither, i shoulda just typed in word processor or somethin
i got fucked up and then i did just that
god damnit i


i
FUUUUUCKED UP
fuck fu fu fuck fu fu fucked
fuck fu fu fucked up
i
FUUUUUCKED UP

[Yah-hah]

so dope man. Yeah something everyone here can relate to aot of emotion man. One of those peices you can;t stop readin ya know everything was good about it man great job

[gutawafang]

I fucking love this bro. This is dope. My fucking cup of tea man.

[Enimee]

hey man thanks for the feed you two i fuckin love you guys and ima drop more shit likes this soon, prolly gonna record this idunno we'll see

preciate the feed man

[gutawafang]

hey man thanks for the feed you two i fuckin love you guys and ima drop more shit likes this soon, prolly gonna record this idunno we'll see

preciate the feed man

yeah, waiting for the audio man!