impossible will be the first single of my upcoming tape, I really like this song--I'm recording it in a studio tmw and i might post it soon..anyways I produce the beat on this and I cant wait for ya'll to hear it, but for now here's my two verses for it
now First thing I wanna say is that you sicken me
and I dont really give a fuck what you think of me
at least not anymore cause I'm slipping free,
I'm alone my own and I'm living me
I'm falling from the sky or so it seems like, I feel like
there ain't a parachute to let loose I'm in free flight
The best view I never really thought I'd ever reach heights
like these I wish we'd rewrite these times
so I can finally-sleep right these nights
but it's time that you leave and I write these rhymes
as i'm thinking in my mind like why would I rewind?
when I'm this close to find a way to leave you behind
you took me so high but it wasn't worth the fall
worst of all, it was love- the worst curse of all
and I actually loved you it's why it hurts to fall
and at first it was (impossible)
I ain't looking for redemption or vengeance
revenage of any sort, I won't resort though I'm tempted
expect nothing more, cause I've learned how to accept it
and now, I guess we're left with (nada) whatever happens next is
is out of my control but I'm not really resenting
I waited, debated, whether to embrace it
saw it heading bad but I didn't wanna face it
TIME, I done wasted
WHY? I got complacent
but I'M not complaining I'M just saying
it's draining my energy, psychically and mentally
these words that I blab are my artillery and weaponry
the only stabs I have and the rest I kept to me
In a constant contest, a struggle over nonsense
which I just can't conquest or find myself a locksmith
who'd unlock this cockpit that you will find me locked in
and I really don't like it, why else would I stop then?
but I don't wanna stop there's gotta be a better option
It's crazy, no I guess it's (impossible)