Sometimes things... they just aren't fair.
Imagining things... that just aren't there.
Pendulum swings... I just don't care..
Times passing.... I am not aware..
Sometimes I feel like i'm being pulled apart
from my head, arms, legs, and my foolish heart
Its like I need to be wound up, or pulled to start
Then I get found dumped in a pool of sharp
needles and objects, self conscious complex
as strong as I am...Flex, I seem to have digressed
back to how I was i'm just depressed, a mess
obsessed with how upset i get, I guess
How is it that i wake up every day
take up to ten pills every day, to say it's O.K.
trying to take my pain away, my brain is grey
but it's made it very clear that it's here to stay
and it's not even listening to what i'm here to say
I'm just sitting here praying it doesn't end this way
and that there is the light of day, to come and light the way
Cause i'm lost in the darkness, and pretty soon i'll start to fade away
Sometimes things... they just aren't fair.
Imagining things... that just aren't there.
Pendulum swings... I just don't care..
Times passing.... I am not aware..
I'm sick of this shit!, spit with such anger that i'm ripping my lips!
The top has been tipped! i've finally woken up and gotten a grip
I will no longer sit back and watch myself slip from my stance
I'm a motha fuckin man! I need no ones assistance
i'll do it on my own with courage and persistence!
How could I let myself fall, so damn far in the distance
It's like every time i'm running I just can't keep up
But i'm here to clean so i'm here to sweep up
all this shit I have been stuffin all up under the rug
sick of being looked at wrong and mean mugged
I'm tired of being dragged behind you could say i'm drugged
But i'm making myself clear now, i'll fly above!