Old poem

by **Sir_Machete'** » Nov 17th, '10, 09:24

All Sides In My Relationship
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.. She was my life - there's no denying that
we went our separate ways around 05',
regretting every moment of it
I even tried holding it in - though I cried,
I mean even inside, emotions can't hide
reason why
the expression can be witness through my eyes,
from remembering all the high times
we played in the snow and threw some ice,
those memories where fun as hell..
holding you before you went off and running,
you gave me that stare babe and well..
it made me blush all red and funny,
but didn't care `cause I had something
beautiful in my arms, so it felt like nothing..
your lips when we kissed
felt like a never ending feeling,
I guess our love was Universal
what you send me steering,
now I'm fearing
what I've seen so cleary
it was meant for us to crash and go disappearing,
where though? was anyones guess - accept us..
lost teenagers in a rough
.. society as well messed up,
cause our stress was higher
.. then any blood pressure,
man that's how deep we where in love measures
She was also a suicidlist to mix with all this tough weather
so we've both where winded enough together,
I just dreaded to see her hide the scars with some sweater,
I've told her "why you doing this?"
`She replied it'll be fun later,
what frighten me the most was leaving her alone,
`cause one day I zoned
.. out when reading her phone
about fucking text messages of dying in her home,
I said this was it! no more smilying faces baby
no more long walks, hugs daily or kissy faces baby
but then she started to tear up and that emotion,
sunk me in my own sorrows, deeper then black oceans,
I just stay trapped in my own soul - steady and posied with
.. how She was my black widow, this time deadly and poison.

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