Changed nothin and fuck it I ain't budgin//
Standin in the shallows and a tidal wave's comin//
Ocean spray gunnin; stray bullets catch me sleepin//
I wake up, face up stranded in the deep end//
There's land and I can see it, settin sail for sunny days//
Chuggin rain water out of pales, umbrellas splayed//
2
Want a list of my regrets, let me get em all in check
And widdle your respect to a little splintered speck
Ask my little sisters, heck, the elders that I'm kin to
I was born a recluse, a tough cookie to get bit through
When it's noon, and the sun is at it's highest point
You can find me in my room tryna light a joint
Or find a voice, their both vices of mine
As you can see, I'm not high, I chose writin this time
An idle mind....just let's the day pass
And I can idle mine till the tank runs out of gas
Never savorin the past, a cold shoulder to the memories
Let the frozen tears get lost in this december breeze
And to my enemies, bravo on your performance
3
I won't be another local legend....another apparition
My guitar case out on the corner tryna catch tuition
Craftin rhythms by the candle light in boxcars
Ridin rails, my destination: not far
Try to fail, at somethin at when you don't invest
So I slack on my rappin, my women, and the school work's next
But I get through the stress, I dig into my chest
Salvage what is left of this broken heart and glue the rest
I feel I'm due respect...I feel a lot of the things
I feel like every beat I'm on is a part of me
It's stress relief, a lot of grief in my artistry
An alcoholic, in a conscious that the bottle breeds
So follow me, sober thoughts from a drunken mind
I'm either dime a dozen, or...one of a kind
Stumblin blind, down a path that I can't regret
Standin erect at the cliff's edge demandin breath
