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Mat Demaz:
I ain't the best, never said I was, never lied and confessed
There's so much shit wrong with me, people think I am a mess
I'm trying to mesh my suffering with success to stop crying and stress
Things are so beyond me, this feeling is like it's the end
I open my eyes and all I can see is demons shouting at me
I walk outside and say fuck off, please, they take over my reality
Darkness spreads through my body, I'm on the edge of sanity
So I don't look like a faggot, I pretend to be happy
People are saying they are fans and hold out their hands to me
And turn around and tell everyone how much of fucken fag I be
These dudes are toxic, I wish people would just stop it
These fakes make me nauseous, they make me be so cautious
It's so obvious why I don't fit in with this crowd
Because it's the wrong road to even take, I'm just gonna get loud
Just Silver:
Never say never, unless the question is relevant
Forever my endeavors stay clever and intelligent
Even though the drugs, make me remember they're an element
Even though these speed bumps, try to slow me down a bit
I punch and I counter kick, enemies surrounding this
Dream that I want to hold onto, maybe cherish it
Was grown up through a lot of shit, treated as such
That's why my treatment is drugs, I mean you see what it does
It makes them scheming to judge,my innocent grudge
Sins in abundance, can't set sail with these hardships
And its becoming easier to fail with my conscience
Life's all about competence, and competition honors it
See who's truly the best and make scholarships
I made none, I just wanna know why my father went
The same road I'm goin, except he's dead
Probably my fate, I just need a little faith though
Traded in my flaming pitchfork for a halo