single from my upcoming tape
props to Marko44
https://soundcloud.com/spydermusicchann ... defeatable
at all costs I’m in to win it though its labeled me a cynic
even though we play the same game they just don’t admit it.
a scapegoats where I fit in so I take the role I’m given
so I play those instrumentals and take notes how they’re written.
yeah one day ima show em so they know I out spit em
feeling like I'm caged though, volcano how living,
I try not to wallow but I cannot keep it bottled up,
I got the wedding ring, sometimes everything is not enough.
maybe my life's not as rough as some out there will do
but its the hardest thing I've done, got nothing to compare it to.
feeling like I missed the class you learn all your merits through
I'm only honing the moments that make it so unbearable.
I can help others lives, just not my own
thinking forwards strides but its so stop and go
sorry baby this pain is something I cannot control
I’m ready lock and load but the games got my soul.
Yeah my backs to the wall but I do not fall or fade
Fists, ball of rage nothing can make me wash away.
Not today, waiting til this stockade drops away
Go till the lock breaks and then im gone and changed,
I know they don’t matter ever and raps so influential
Match those instrumentals vocals smashin on them symbols.
I know you listen back and think that its oh so simple
But the fact is that you’ve never had them laugh at your credentials
Ill get to splattering their temples, how I see it in my dreams
Say nay to the haters til they are pleased with all my schemes,
Don’t need these fickle fiends feeding on my needs
Youre in for a long night you keep sleeping on my piece.
What they say it stays, wherever I go
I could probably quit, would be better I know
But music is the tool that tethers my soul
So for stay or go, I chose the devil I know.
Pick myself up, brushed off til the dust is gone
All this energy I mustered, bring it fucking on.
Was knocked down tumbled stopped but it wasn’t long
Kept going dusk til dawn, til my names on the Jumbotron.
Now im the juggernaut, yeah and you are fucking not
Put my faith into something but it wasn’t God.
Said I could do it myself, don’t need a helping hand
I am ready, faith in me I win being a betting man.
Got this boulder on my shoulders shit is heavy damn,
Plans set steady and, I am ready for the reprimand.
See another outcome guess again, worlds mine for the taking
Lines innovating, timeless debating
On every rhyme I am saying, and whose spine it is breaking
So even if you were to rewind, you’d see the same thing.
If I give into it, then the pressure wont go
But never will I fold, this is forever my show.
