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So much stress throughout the night, how do I suppress it
I guess if I mix this depressent , with root beer to test it
Right when the roosters are up , with those eggs and shit
I'm straight getting wasted like a vice city hit
They might say he's dim but it's just the way I live
Something in my skin, better yet my blood
Sins sticking like mud in my genetics are drugs
When I wake up, I fix my water pipe with American tobacco types
Because I have no life, yet the headrush keeps me relaxed
I know I should man up maybe relapse, steady on track
Need to be that functioning user, but I'm stuck like a tumor or celebrity rumor
Electricity through nerve cells, shocking my moods up
Up and down, swerve my self up onto the world cup
But never drip, full glass, never this my worlds lasts
And I know this fact, but the way I react
It's numb and dumbfounded behind lower class
Should I pour up my last, or save it for a rainy day
I've came to play, like children in the hallway
Make noise on tracks and replay all day
Some will never understand the position I stay. ..
At , but fuck that everything I see is just such ass
Jobs are legal slaves , and no college keeps it that way
Do I really wanna waste, years of my life
Just to have the instructor fucking with pride
Sayin my math won't slide, so everything else doesn't matter
Fuck the numbers and they wonder why I'm so mad at em
Algebra can straight up suck a dick
A bigger dick than a full yard stick when it's hard as shit
And black too, just to make it taboo
So much pain on my body yet no tattoos
Stress from the fact I'm getting old as a statue
Almost an antique , two more years that shit is me
And honestly I still don't know which path to keep
No guidance, random thoughts firing
All these rappers that I've been admiring that I might of been
If I went to music school,and made some connections
But this foolish student tried saving his adolescence